Lost In Love

For anyone who is wondering why I blog under here, it is because as Air Supply once said, "I'm Lost In Love And Don't Know Much".  Right now my love, Randy, is somewhere in Chicago, Illinois.  He is there for work and is doing a great job.  He hates being there as much as I hate him being there.  He is going to be a jet setter I guess for the next couple months.  He comes back every other weekend on Saturday and leaves early Monday morning.  It doesn't give much time for homecoming.  As most people who know me, know, I hate being alone.  Even for a little while, I hate it.  I feel incomplete and sad.  For these first four days I have been depressed and lonely even though I am not alone.  My daughter is with me and so is Randy's little brother.  He is residing with us while he finds a place to live.  Our place is close to his work so he walks when he can.  Randy is my companion, my confidante and my everything.  I have tons of things to do, but with him away, I can't seem to concentrate on anything.  I am hoping that it gets better, people are saying it will as long as I keep busy.  I just don't have the heart right now to be busy!!